I feel like I should never sing ever again for the rest of my human existence.
Especially in front of people. I dislike being in the spot light with every fiber of my being. I feel like fainting, freezing up, or running away. I get so nervous; TOO nervous. My heart beats fast, my palms start sweating, and instead of letting my voice out, I hold it in. I can only think of negative things when I’m singing with all those eyes focused solely on me. I belong in the back. I’m comfortable in the back. I don’t even feel like I’m good enough for the front. That was a bad idea. Someone else should have done it. It would have sounded better…
(Source: jtraceey, via itsmarilynn)
